"CRASH INTO ME"

Its been amazing,
these past few days.
walking on sunshine,
being happy and;
for a change
not feeling guilty about it,
its usually hard to hold on.
My heart and head
speak in languages alian to me.
I have eloped with my deams,
reality,just too "dry"
"dry" for its own good
each moment of this...
glorious day passes me by,
whispering sweet nothings,
in my ears and head.
The wind blows through
my hair,reassuring me
of my beauty!!
the way its never done before,
this wind...plays naughtouriously
with my memories
and throwing flashbacks at me...
crash into me....
come into me...and in a vague momentum
setting me free.
Setting me free from "suppose to be"
words i detest the most!
i'm a special person
so why should someone else be like me?
my ideas crash into me....
my thoughts crash into me....
my values crash into me....
my loved ones crash into me...
i crash into time,
and my past questions me.
I must be demented to be delighted,
in a situation like such!
this freedom i have newly gained,
doesn't compromise my dignity.
I like it here!
I like "this"
crashed into me or not...
someday it will...
like everything else did and does!!

"TO YOU I BELONG"

I opened my eyes to her
was feeling rather queasy
she came and looked at me
smiled and said "wow"
she ended up being the closest in a row.
She went away,
but came back for me.
a little talcome
that was always welcome!
she was really nice,
gave me her stuff,
i on the other hand
put it in my mouth.
Babbling idiot that i was...
perfection as i knew it,
and always will,
my ena...to you i belong!!

"I FEEL LIKE AN INSIGNIFICANT SPECK"

Sitting here on the banks
of ivory colured waters
i can feel everything
yet feel so numb.
these waves come and go as though,
taunting me and my size
against its own
i choose to ignore...
i wish i could
but it doesn't let me!
i feel like an insignificant speck.
the voice inside me tells me things...
and so does this sea!
amalgamation of thoughts
speaking volumes of silence
i'll find my way...i guess.
i'll shout back someday
irony is that,that i know
its never going to change
this sea will always be bigger than me
but maybe just maybe someday when i know my worth
i wont feel as insignificant as i do now!

"I SIT,I WATCH...MEMOIRS OF A TELEVISION"

Everyday i stay here
pretty much from the first time i was brought
haven't moved an inch in years.
i've had a good life
somedays i work hard and long
and somedays nobody bothers to switch me on.
i sit,i watch!!
The little girl plays with my keys
puts it in her mouth and drulls
i see her take baby steps towards me
then with all her little might
delt me a soft blow.....
she looks at me in antisipation,waiting patiently.
i sit,i watch!!
The father takes control...
god i hate him!
just doesnt seem to give it a rest
surfing through most of my alternatives
he's the mighty lord of the pests!
i sit,i watch!!
The mother is sweet
or so she seems
watch's commercial of soaps and creams
cries and laughs at the same time...
and calls me "the idiot box"
i sit,i watch!!
Though all my fondness is for the lady
who visits me every morning
she doesnt want anything from me
but cleans me like..i'm her own!
i sit,i watch!!
Years have passed since....
feelings have changed
if you dont grow you die.
my life's "full stop"
seems to have arrived!
i sit,i watch!!
In a matter of time
i shall say...
i sat,i watched!!

"A LITTLE LOVE STORY"

so they sit together in class,
exchange notes and shots.
full in uniform,
and high on charm.
he loves her...she loves him too,
but maybe....just maybe
she's too stupid to admit it!
the curse of the situation and
a little lovestory!!
however everybody
considered it forbidden
like they cared!
the boy dipped in vodka and gin
while the girl's in pretty pink...
a little lovestory
considered forbidden...
had no beggining and no end
was a distraction of a sort
but had it own charm...
the little lovestory!!

THERE IS A REASON....

There is a reason,
why sex rhymes with ex,
there is a reason,
why there is a silver line
after every dark cloud.
there is a reason,
why metabolism is such a bitch.
there is a reason,
why certain smells do the things they do to you.
there is a reason,
why fear is the key factor...
behind love.
there is a reason,
why you missed a flight.
there is a reason,
why "fat" is special,
its just a different way of life.
there is a reason,
why a child was born.
there is a reason,
for everything...
you just need to find yours!!

"BATTLEFIELD"

I've become so use to it,
its been a habit,
but now i'm ready to give up,
my shield and my sword,
the battlefield!
My war is long and endless,
i will willingly give myself,
but now i'm tired,
human i am afterall,
the battlefield!
My anatomy doesnt permit me,
forever doesnt exist!
only time will tell,
if there is a break...to this vicious spell,
the battlefield!
All things new and nice,
shall be old and worn,
dear god,come take a walk with me....
see what miseries are like,
listen to all the stories told,
the battlefield!
I'm a warrior,a spartan,
here on my own trojan war,
fighting time and wrong,
evil is always followed by good,
the battlefield!
someday i shall parish and leave victoriously...
but never will my search end,
never will i give it a rest!!