Thursday, July 26, 2007

"I LIVE IN DENIAL"

Forget about the future,
dont worry about the past,
all i have is now,
that's what matters.
THIS MOMENT...LET ME LIVE!
i live in denial,
i see what's right in front of me,
listen to the clouds...
they assure me that its madness!!
the moon reflecting all that's sane,
i live in denial,
so close...i can reach out and grab,
yet so far in reality,
i'd like to declare.....
my wishlist...with you topping it all,
these are mere words,
life's ironic,
you know...i love you so,
and all the things you do.
my not so perfect life,
as though struck by...a revolting jolt of love!
passion,time and valentines were
words written in grey,
i was never too sure,
i live in denial!
this seems like a dream,
with everything perfect....
dont wake me up just yet,
THIS MOMENT...LET ME LIVE!
let me live my dream,
the one man i love,
he perfects the not so perfect me!
i live in denial....let me live!

Sunday, July 22, 2007

"Tonight...i walk"

Tonight...i walk,
holding a glass of wine,
i have no one to talk to,
alone i sit and dine,
with giant walls that mock!

Tonight....i walk,
through the corridors of my past,
i have no regrets,
i sail with big masts,
of hope and dreams set!

Tonight....i walk,
to lands unknown,
i shall travel far,
destiny,to which i am prone,
reality to me is a constant war!

Tonight... i walk,
with no one to fall back on,
this fall isn't protected,
all i had,seems to be gone,
guess,wrong i detected!

Tonight...i walk,
to think and analyze,
baby steps i take,challenging time,
i shall slot and categorize,
going deep into my mind mine!

Tonight...i walk,
to dreams unexplored,
comfortable in my air bubble,
technically i descend lower,
an unfamiliar language i babble!

Tonight.....i walk,
never to turn back,
stocked with love and passion,
i got nothing to pack,
all i have is a big mission!

Tonight.....i walk,
to celebrate my new wings,
my journey's long,
aware of the troubles it brings,
I'll dance to my own song!

Tonight.....i walk,
i see the woman in me,
tortured adolescence seized,
she runs wise and free,
my soul is touched and pleased!

Tonight...i walk,
with a happy heart,
and i smile,
I've finally mastered the art,
no longer i remain juvenile!!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

'the banger sisters"

Free is all you've got to be!!
visions of paradise,
chilled beer and fish well fried,
the mild essense of wild flowers,
wetness of the ocean in the air,
damp sand underneath our feet,
we dont need to go anywhere from here,
this is home.
the smell of burning coal and fish,
the face of our shack smiling in the candlelight!
in the middle of nowhere,
yet a sense if belonging...being.
"so we finally made it!"
our dreams,our stories...fish and beer,
bla...bla..bla...
"we are the banger sisters,
we're live and kicking!!"
a new day has come,
and so has the fresh catch....
we see...pause...turn...
"NICE!!for a change he is tall!"
we fall off our hammocks....laughing,
swearing at each other.
"we're the banger sisters,
and we're here to stay,
beer...fried fish and all!"
HAPPY EVER AFTER....ONCE UPON THESE DAYS!!

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Once there was a girl....

Once there was a girl,who heard the birds sing in the middle of traffic jams and watch trees dance late into the blue night!she lived life on her own terms and that was officially the only rule she ever followed.
One day as she walked walked home through the traffic jams and the hustlebustle of the city she realized that the street she took everyday to save time as it was shorter was overflowing with dirty drainage water.since she did not want her precious kolapuri's to get damaged she decided to take the longer lonlier road.
The road was lovely,dark and deep.she was pretty much letting it all sink...considering it all new experience,when she heard the sound of an electric guitar.she forced herself to walk further but couldn't help following the sound.she entered the compound trying her level best to not make any noise,but as clumsy as she was she somehow managed to tip over a jar of whisky.she could hardly see in the darkness and what she din't know was that she was being watched since what felt like forever.
She was poking her nose around to see when the door swung open and she knew it was too late to turn back!as she entered the door she saw her life pass by in snapshots.the further she went in the louder the music got.now she stood in the doorway of a narrow hall and had no choice but to walk in,which she knew she would.
As she walked in,she smelled something which reminded her of a boys locker room..filthy and disgusting.she went closer only to see a a dog with a collar saying "spot" on it.her breath almost stopped and her heart took a giant leap....she knew someone was standing behind her.she turned around to see...a man,a big man,with long hair tucked behind his ear,in leather pants and a green jacket.he walked up to her and she froze!!
The silence was shattering...finally with swift movement he came closer and she could smell food!in a sweet voice asked her...
"do your feet stink?"
"what?!!"
"do your feet stink?"he asked again,
"no i wear kolapuri's!"she said,
"oh!do you know someplace where i could find my size?"
"i think so...depends on how big your feet are!"
"big enough" he said,
"well you know what they say about men who have big feet?"she smirked,
"no what?"he says,*evil grin*
"they can never find shoes that fit them"
They laughed and both knew very deep inside almost at the pit of their tummy's this was bound to happen....destiny.that's when the record moved and played "nothing else matters" and for some vague reason they both knew nothing else did matter!!

MORAL:Take a chance..

Monday, July 2, 2007

Life's a full circle...

"Misery likes company",
i like the way that sounds,
life's a full circle,
what goes up must come down,
he wants it,but he doesn't.
oh!for god's sake stop going in rounds!
out of reach,
keeping busy everyday,
so confused my heart's screwed,
i never really loved you anyways...
i'm not angry,just surprised,
two eyes..a dream..and a story,
little bit of cloud,a little bit of rain,
should i..should i not?
i listen to "cool jazz"
feeling kinda blue,
it suddenly hits me...i fell in love too soon...
i'd like to blame it on the weatherman,
but i blame it on myself!
i stand here all alone,
talking about a revolution..a change,
missing you in every heartbeat,
i see you,
in one of the grains of sand,
which gets blown around the world,
it settles nowhere,but here with me,
i need to get out of the dungeons of my past,
i need to run free...
life's a full circle,
what goes up must come down!!