"I LIVE IN DENIAL"

Forget about the future,
dont worry about the past,
all i have is now,
that's what matters.
THIS MOMENT...LET ME LIVE!
i live in denial,
i see what's right in front of me,
listen to the clouds...
they assure me that its madness!!
the moon reflecting all that's sane,
i live in denial,
so close...i can reach out and grab,
yet so far in reality,
i'd like to declare.....
my wishlist...with you topping it all,
these are mere words,
life's ironic,
you know...i love you so,
and all the things you do.
my not so perfect life,
as though struck by...a revolting jolt of love!
passion,time and valentines were
words written in grey,
i was never too sure,
i live in denial!
this seems like a dream,
with everything perfect....
dont wake me up just yet,
THIS MOMENT...LET ME LIVE!
let me live my dream,
the one man i love,
he perfects the not so perfect me!
i live in denial....let me live!

"Tonight...i walk"

Tonight...i walk,
holding a glass of wine,
i have no one to talk to,
alone i sit and dine,
with giant walls that mock!

Tonight....i walk,
through the corridors of my past,
i have no regrets,
i sail with big masts,
of hope and dreams set!

Tonight....i walk,
to lands unknown,
i shall travel far,
destiny,to which i am prone,
reality to me is a constant war!

Tonight... i walk,
with no one to fall back on,
this fall isn't protected,
all i had,seems to be gone,
guess,wrong i detected!

Tonight...i walk,
to think and analyze,
baby steps i take,challenging time,
i shall slot and categorize,
going deep into my mind mine!

Tonight...i walk,
to dreams unexplored,
comfortable in my air bubble,
technically i descend lower,
an unfamiliar language i babble!

Tonight.....i walk,
never to turn back,
stocked with love and passion,
i got nothing to pack,
all i have is a big mission!

Tonight.....i walk,
to celebrate my new wings,
my journey's long,
aware of the troubles it brings,
I'll dance to my own song!

Tonight.....i walk,
i see the woman in me,
tortured adolescence seized,
she runs wise and free,
my soul is touched and pleased!

Tonight...i walk,
with a happy heart,
and i smile,
I've finally mastered the art,
no longer i remain juvenile!!

'the banger sisters"

Free is all you've got to be!!
visions of paradise,
chilled beer and fish well fried,
the mild essense of wild flowers,
wetness of the ocean in the air,
damp sand underneath our feet,
we dont need to go anywhere from here,
this is home.
the smell of burning coal and fish,
the face of our shack smiling in the candlelight!
in the middle of nowhere,
yet a sense if belonging...being.
"so we finally made it!"
our dreams,our stories...fish and beer,
bla...bla..bla...
"we are the banger sisters,
we're live and kicking!!"
a new day has come,
and so has the fresh catch....
we see...pause...turn...
"NICE!!for a change he is tall!"
we fall off our hammocks....laughing,
swearing at each other.
"we're the banger sisters,
and we're here to stay,
beer...fried fish and all!"
HAPPY EVER AFTER....ONCE UPON THESE DAYS!!

Once there was a girl....

Once there was a girl,who heard the birds sing in the middle of traffic jams and watch trees dance late into the blue night!she lived life on her own terms and that was officially the only rule she ever followed.
One day as she walked walked home through the traffic jams and the hustlebustle of the city she realized that the street she took everyday to save time as it was shorter was overflowing with dirty drainage water.since she did not want her precious kolapuri's to get damaged she decided to take the longer lonlier road.
The road was lovely,dark and deep.she was pretty much letting it all sink...considering it all new experience,when she heard the sound of an electric guitar.she forced herself to walk further but couldn't help following the sound.she entered the compound trying her level best to not make any noise,but as clumsy as she was she somehow managed to tip over a jar of whisky.she could hardly see in the darkness and what she din't know was that she was being watched since what felt like forever.
She was poking her nose around to see when the door swung open and she knew it was too late to turn back!as she entered the door she saw her life pass by in snapshots.the further she went in the louder the music got.now she stood in the doorway of a narrow hall and had no choice but to walk in,which she knew she would.
As she walked in,she smelled something which reminded her of a boys locker room..filthy and disgusting.she went closer only to see a a dog with a collar saying "spot" on it.her breath almost stopped and her heart took a giant leap....she knew someone was standing behind her.she turned around to see...a man,a big man,with long hair tucked behind his ear,in leather pants and a green jacket.he walked up to her and she froze!!
The silence was shattering...finally with swift movement he came closer and she could smell food!in a sweet voice asked her...
"do your feet stink?"
"what?!!"
"do your feet stink?"he asked again,
"no i wear kolapuri's!"she said,
"oh!do you know someplace where i could find my size?"
"i think so...depends on how big your feet are!"
"big enough" he said,
"well you know what they say about men who have big feet?"she smirked,
"no what?"he says,*evil grin*
"they can never find shoes that fit them"
They laughed and both knew very deep inside almost at the pit of their tummy's this was bound to happen....destiny.that's when the record moved and played "nothing else matters" and for some vague reason they both knew nothing else did matter!!

MORAL:Take a chance..

Life's a full circle...

"Misery likes company",
i like the way that sounds,
life's a full circle,
what goes up must come down,
he wants it,but he doesn't.
oh!for god's sake stop going in rounds!
out of reach,
keeping busy everyday,
so confused my heart's screwed,
i never really loved you anyways...
i'm not angry,just surprised,
two eyes..a dream..and a story,
little bit of cloud,a little bit of rain,
should i..should i not?
i listen to "cool jazz"
feeling kinda blue,
it suddenly hits me...i fell in love too soon...
i'd like to blame it on the weatherman,
but i blame it on myself!
i stand here all alone,
talking about a revolution..a change,
missing you in every heartbeat,
i see you,
in one of the grains of sand,
which gets blown around the world,
it settles nowhere,but here with me,
i need to get out of the dungeons of my past,
i need to run free...
life's a full circle,
what goes up must come down!!

i beg your pardon..Mr.Right??

Perception is what you percieve of a notion.like the famous saying goes.."a thing of beauty is a joy forever!"we ladies are not only beautiful but also a gorgeous creations of god.since we talking about "perceptions" today lets talk about Mr.Right,ya ya the guy your mum and mine have told us about.there seems to be a right time for everything and a Mr.Right for every girl.but,in majority of the cases in india,when we eventually end up meeting our respective Mr.Right,little do we know that his first name is "Always".

We read newspapers,magazines...comeon its almost considered a lament to do so.it can be very entertaining if read avidly.it is one perfect form of continious fiction.come to think of it we are called the "weaker sex" and then we are also called "the weapon of mass distruction".why is that nobody seems to be able to make up their minds once and for all?why is that we have to be at the recieving end of most of the comments or even jokes for that matter?

I've often heard "this is a man's world" and us being the "weaker sex" and all that jazz have to compramise.where does the problem really lie?with us women...the answeris right here and is staring into our faces.we women are always compramising so the men live the way they always have and make no amendments what so ever...in their lives while our lives remain nothing like it use to be.

Why are we always made fun of?

Its pretty simlpe...we let them do it..we let them take us for granted!!

Men:whose minds are like the welsh railways-one track and dirty!!!

I'd like to conclude now....

a little word of advice for all those fantastic ladies who've just been uplifted and think..feel better about themselves..................

"Look wise,say nothing,and grunt.Speech was given to conceal our thought."

SHE SAYS....

"i need to get this done at once"she says,
"its bothered me far too long"
sitting amidst a pile of dirty clothes,
seperating the right from the wrong.

"i like the sounds of night"she says,
clearly helps her think,
loves to be asked questions by stranger,
"do your feet stink?"

as she walks into the world,
i see her make a difference,
touch people's lives,she say,
"i like the taste of detergent!!"

expect utter nonsense coming
when she charges like an angry bull,
opens her mouth,she says,
"damn i'm outta wool"

' "look at the stars,look how they shine for you"' she says,
and i sing along,i watch her carefully,
playing with her hair,stops suddenly,she says,
"i want to fart"very gracefully!

she's my angel undercover,
"ya right"she says,
i keep my mouth shut,
listen to her ranting and raving about the size of her "butt"

i see her with children,
and see the biggest one of them all,
tried tellin her this,she says
"woman!you have some gall"

well that's her,
"its me"she say.....