"REDEMPTION"

The small have proclaimed the big,
my abuses have turned into a major gig,
all that was lame,
has suddenly become known and famous,
THIS IS MY REDEMPTION!!
The time of struggle has passed,
now is when i enjoy,
my sweet revenge...
Every wasted emotion,
seems to have paid off!
Mayebe it wasn't such a bad thing afterall.
THIS IS MY REDEMPTION!!
But like all good/bad things,
this too shall pass...
and i shall get back
to my old neutral self.
Time waits for nobody,
what's so special about me?
Maybe...i'm just not use to it,
yet i know..time will heal it all,
time will always tell.
THIS IS MY REDEMPTION!!
and i've waited long,
just when i was tired,
ready to give up,
kneeling down on my surrender...
it snapped..fortunately for me.
THIS IS MY REDEMPTION!!
and "I" "DESERVE" every bit of it.
i've finally broken free,
i found a new set of wings.
i will always stay...
like it or not..i always will.
its a long,bumpy ride ahead,
the fun's just getting started,
my patience has paid off!!
THIS IS MY REDEMPTION!!

"?"

Are these just words?
Do they actually mean something?
the whirlpool of time,
is sucking me in,
and there's nobody to rescue me...
Do i need rescue?
sometimes i feel like
i'm stuck in quicksand,
the more i riggle,
the deeper i sink!
complications,which are unnecessary,
have taken centre stage,
and knotted my life,
so tight this time...
there's nobody to unknot me....
Do i need rescue?
i feel the constriction,
bonds and chains,
which i've compelled on myself!
everything i've ever known,
seems to have deserted me,
common sense suddenly not very common!
My conscience seems abandoned,
certain questions desreve answers...
there's nobody to answer them for me....
Do i need rescue?
Life is a mess,
maybe i do....maybe i dont!!
chess is a complicated game..
no wonder i never enjoyed it!
life is feeling kinda strange...strange enough these days!

"BLUE JEANS"

They are not just pants,
they are an investment,
bound to be with you,
in your rage against time,
just like you,
fading and ripping,
still holding on.
They are not just pants,
its a bond,
a lifetime commitment!!