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Are these just words?
Do they actually mean something?
the whirlpool of time,
is sucking me in,
and there's nobody to rescue me...
Do i need rescue?
sometimes i feel like
i'm stuck in quicksand,
the more i riggle,
the deeper i sink!
complications,which are unnecessary,
have taken centre stage,
and knotted my life,
so tight this time...
there's nobody to unknot me....
Do i need rescue?
i feel the constriction,
bonds and chains,
which i've compelled on myself!
everything i've ever known,
seems to have deserted me,
common sense suddenly not very common!
My conscience seems abandoned,
certain questions desreve answers...
there's nobody to answer them for me....
Do i need rescue?
Life is a mess,
maybe i do....maybe i dont!!
chess is a complicated game..
no wonder i never enjoyed it!
life is feeling kinda strange...strange enough these days!