"HOW..."

Rolling stones gather no moss,
HOW long am i to roll?
my life's on a standstill...
a situation where I'm standing yet paying a toll
HOW easy it is to get
accustomed to...
people..things...places?
Old habits die hard..
old dreams even harder!!
HOW is it that i get attached?
i trust so easily....
either i am naive or just stupid!!
I don't know yet...
i smile with all my might,
laugh at everything in sight...
I'm loosing strength...
HOW much more can i do?
now the time has come
to grow up and leave
everything familiar and naive.
DAMN!!HOW...HOW am i going to do all this?
i like this,i like now...
but how long...how long?