"CRASH INTO ME"

Its been amazing,
these past few days.
walking on sunshine,
being happy and;
for a change
not feeling guilty about it,
its usually hard to hold on.
My heart and head
speak in languages alian to me.
I have eloped with my deams,
reality,just too "dry"
"dry" for its own good
each moment of this...
glorious day passes me by,
whispering sweet nothings,
in my ears and head.
The wind blows through
my hair,reassuring me
of my beauty!!
the way its never done before,
this wind...plays naughtouriously
with my memories
and throwing flashbacks at me...
crash into me....
come into me...and in a vague momentum
setting me free.
Setting me free from "suppose to be"
words i detest the most!
i'm a special person
so why should someone else be like me?
my ideas crash into me....
my thoughts crash into me....
my values crash into me....
my loved ones crash into me...
i crash into time,
and my past questions me.
I must be demented to be delighted,
in a situation like such!
this freedom i have newly gained,
doesn't compromise my dignity.
I like it here!
I like "this"
crashed into me or not...
someday it will...
like everything else did and does!!